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I remember stormy weather
The way the sky looks when it's cold
And you were with me
Content with walking
So unaware of the world

Walking on air

Lovina lestari here!
i live, love, sing, eat, breathe. and always a child in awe of you.
Psalm 27:13-14
13 I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living. 14 Wait for the LORD; be strong and take heart and wait for the LORD.

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Posted on: Thursday, July 31, 2008
Posted at: 11:40 PM

When you feel that God is far from you,
it's when you know that you have shun him for a number of times already.
God is a gentle God,
the Spirit in you is a gentle person.
He will not force you. But still he forgives you and watch over you.
Don't take the Spirit for granted.
Don't feel condemned.
Repent and start afresh now (:

Being far from you is the worst thing that can ever happen to me.
Draw me close to Lord
never let me go.

need more of You presence Lord,
what is ministry if i'm doing it without you
what can i do without you.
nothing.

*joshua 1:9

Posted on: Wednesday, July 30, 2008
Posted at: 11:32 PM

been meeting famous people recently.
yesterday i saw ex-Indonesian President, Megawati and Alan Wu.
at takashimaya alone. like so woww.. HAHA

anyways, one of my friend in Indonesia found that i looked like this pianist called Kevin Aprilio. Think he is about my age and born in April too! hahas! He is like my twin! lol. But i don't think we look alike luh! he is a guy and i'm a girl. LOL. check him out and tell me ya comments if you're free.HAHA.
-shall post his photo next time-

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all sheep eat grass
you are a sheep. i'm a sheep
grass is really good for your health-
let's crave for grass everyday!

*need more sleep yoo..

Posted on: Monday, July 28, 2008
Posted at: 11:29 PM

my Second day of work today! yesterday was the first :D
haha pardon me, but i was pretty excited about this whole job thing at Changi airport.
did my shifts at Terminal 1 for both. was looking forward to be inT3 but that's okay (:

i saw Max Loong yesterday!you know, the MTV VJ. my heart skipped when i saw him. no worries, i never go ga-ga over him or something. But after i met him, i found hope in seeing celebrities somewhere at the airport! :D recalling that SingFest will be held soon in August! wheee (:
Well, being at the counter, i do find myself almost becoming like a robot. LOL.
Saying things like, "good morning!" congratulations" could you fill in your particulars.." here's your gifts.." have a nice day!" etc.HAHA. but it was fun luhh~
<3 the airport (:

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Did raised my hands and responded to God during service last week.
i really want to do much more to God and accept His calling.
but when i was down there, there's a mix of faith and fear at the same time.

a raised hand, means God will allow more challenges- it will be tough, more burden, responsibilities, sacrifices... but i know You will bring me through it all.
a raised hand, it's like a vow to God, but His promises will not turn to be empty.
a raised hand, just a hope that i have in God.. and i'm still going to pray.
Not boasting about the responds that i just did.
just wanna keep my life pure and give God my all, because i know it's worth it.

12Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me.
13Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead,
14I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus.
- Philippians 3:12-14

*keep running

Posted on: Wednesday, July 23, 2008
Posted at: 11:50 PM

aiyeee..
mee goreng made me cry today! :((
and now my stomach is grumbling..oops.

but the company was fun!
really excited to work in airport ehh~

whee ok God, you know i'm excited to do so much more for you too.
i pray i pray i pray..
i know You are in control yeah (:

*a child in awe of you

Posted on: Monday, July 21, 2008
Posted at: 10:49 PM

What type of seed are you?

some seeds simply grow when they just land on a soil ground.
some seeds can also grow even after they got blown by the wind to a far away place.
some seeds can still grow strong even when the rain pour down and hit it's frail shell.
but seeds die when it's eaten up.

just like seeds;
our life testimony are all different. some of us grow up very quickly. some of us took years...to grow and found our potential. some of us will waver or even let go of God, and when you come back, you came back stronger. some of us simply hold on to God and maintain that faith.

know that you are a seed that is taken care very well of by God. He will shower you with love, grace, blessings.. though sometimes God allows rain and storm to come to ya life, still you will stand up strong if you keep your foundation right in His word! ((:

no matter what type of seeds are you. all of us have to grow now!
because the kingdom of God has to grow!

Posted on: Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Posted at: 11:18 PM

Yay! Finally i'm done with OB project. kinda lucky because we never present our stuffs to the whole class. lols. Here's a chance to blog properly~

The past week i would say i have a renewing of my mind and spirit! really.. got very lifted and encouraged by God by alot of things. (:

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July 12, Saturday
Had prayer walk on Saturday with Engit! My very first experience!
Reminded again on the story of Joshua and the wall of Jericho.. that with simple obedience,God will give you the land!! :D
God reminded us a lot on compassion, and what people needs now is Love (:
yeah only love cast out all fears. only God's love can fill the void inside their hearts.
(see the verse on the previous post!)

now that i have seen and heard
i am responsible
and because you said so
who else will own it

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On Monday i was talking to ying jie on CCHM! I'm super encouraged by her life and testimonies on how much the school has grown from small to big! wowww.. didn't really ask much in details, but i kinda desperately ask.. how did cchm grew!!!?

heee.. the answer is just simply having the unity to pray and ask God for it!
Pray earnestly,not just saying prayer.. Pray also with faith, and together!
Be faithful in doing our spiritual habits such as QT, evax etc.

at the end, i just go Wow.. it's like all the basics, to do what we ought to do, ya know..
i really long to see a revival in my CG too!

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July 13, Sunday
Water Baptism!!
i believe many people have blogged about it!
My dear Buddy Fiona went to be water baptised! My brother Prana too!
In my CG, Chia Min and Cindy!
Priscilla and Shirley!
Engit guys.
the youths and tertiary.

Very touched to see so many people obeying Jesus through water baptism.
Just committing their lives in God and wanting to do so much for Him!

I would say that the memories of my water baptism are quite vague now. it's been like 4 years since i got water baptised, wanting me to do it again! HAHAHA.go swimming pool baptise myself again. LOL.

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14 May the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
be pleasing in your sight,
O LORD, my Rock and my Redeemer.
-Psalm 19:14

let my words speak loud
let my words build someone up instead of tearing down
let my words be pleasing to you
let my words speak what my heart cries out
let my words speak of You/

*God is faithful & God will move!

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Posted at: 2:39 AM

i think i shall make a to-blog list one day >.<
i really feel like blogging, but there is not much chance.. right now, i don't feel like typing down all the thoughts. :X deprived of sleep, abit drained out, and wanting to just sit down with God.
oh well.. i just kinda completed a super last minute project now. hee.. even for myself, i'm someone who do things at super last minute. gahhh.. i don't like this; i want to get out of this habit man! (:

to blog..
first ever prayer walk in TP
water baptism
random thoughts

anyways..

hey ENGIT!!
this verse is for you! Jiayou~

"3 I will give you every place where you set your foot, as I promised Moses."
-Joshua 1:3

*help me God, i want to be a salt and light!

Posted on: Tuesday, July 08, 2008
Posted at: 11:59 PM

just walk across the room..

Went to evax on Monday morning with Peixin, rayna, mag (:
and just in a snap when i just kept on approaching, 1 and half hour just past!
many times when i evax, i keep telling the Spirit..
"ehhh, help me what to talk to her.. what are her needs ah.."
i found myself got so jin zhang-- sometimes out of words, sometimes excited.
heee. but so happy!! i got to know one Indo girl~ my tong xiang.. (:
and she is responsive luhh, cuz we have alot of similarities! hahaha.i miss Indo people~

just walk across the room..

suppose to split ourselves to group of 4-5 for PMI project. heee.. in the end i got to an unfamiliar group.haha! i thought i would be left group-less, but thankfully they invited me in (;
yayy, another chance to get to know more people~lols.

just walk across the room..

finally today, i went to find Felicia at River Valley in the evening! >.< yess.. far! i took 65 from bendemeer there and the bus journey made me sleepy~ Anyways, had a great time with her! but very sad, she is flying back to Jakarta on Thursdayyy.. :(

*just walk across the room

Posted on: Monday, July 07, 2008
Posted at: 10:03 PM

7 But the LORD said to me, "Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. 8 Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD.

9 Then the LORD reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, "Now, I have put my words in your mouth. 10 See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant."

-Jeremiah 1:7-10

if i could shout one thing to the world it would be to know You.

if i could give my life to a cause it would be for You.

if i had just one thing to testify it would be about the Way.

You set me free, You set me free..

*what else comes timely other than encouraging words in the midst of a battle.

Posted on: Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Posted at: 10:24 PM

went to town yesterday with my Mum after my Dental appt.
hehe. and i think town is filled with Indo peopleeee! (:
both of us can't help but to laugh when we heard Indo people talking.. especially with their tjowo accent! LOL. Felicia, come soon!

and oh, DONE with PMI Proj!
hmm.. still more to be accomplished!

*guitar